Wednesday, June 29, 2011

i'm talking to the moon~

sedih ak yg dlu dtg lg..
dlu, ak minat sgt bce novel sedih2..
ak minat sgt sad ending..
skang, ak xtaw nape..
ak jd benci n nyampah gler bce novel sedih..
nyampah bila hero lam novel 2 tipu heroin..
n watsoever yg seumpama dgn'y..
ntah..
mmg ak xnafi yg jiwa ak ni sedih..
bkn, ak ni jns yg penyedih..
ak ske nangis..
ske sgt novel2 yg hero n heroin xbsama..
seyes..
npe cmni lak..
npe ak jd nyampah..
tp ak still minat cte sdih..
cme ak xske bce cte hero tpu pmpn..
wat mse ni..
xtaw ble jiwa ak bleh berubah blek..
ntah..

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
What I know
Cause when the
Sund goes down
Someone's talking back

Yeah
They're talking back

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling

'Cause every night
I'm Talking to the Moon

Still try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
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hati girang + penat !!!

oke,,da smpy sarawak !!! :))
haha..da msk 3 ari ak dk cni..
best sgt jmpe ank sdare..huhu..
tp xleh nk ckp byk skang..
letih..agk letih..
mne x nye,seharian dk jge bdk kck uh..
1st day oke ja..
2nd day da mula KO..
dy bad mood sepanjg ari..
mmg letih gler kne dukung dy sepnjg mse..huhu
skang pn da kne bgn awai..
umi dy g skolah kul 6.45 or 7 pg..
ak la yg kne jge jap..smbil tggu abg ak bsiap..
7.15 abg ak amk alih..n ak kne siap2kn dri,,
cz lps abg ak g poli,xde mse da..
ak la yg kne jge bdk 2..
jd babysitter spenuh mse da..
penat weyyyy..seyes !!! huhu
tp xkesah pn,
ak sgt2 bhgia berada dkt ngn ank sdare ak..
mcm2 kerenah..haha..
k la,xsmpat nk cte byk..
esk kne bgn awl..
abg ak outstation..
n ak kne mulakn tugas awl2 ag..
kne siap awl la..huhu..
tata.. :)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

perjalanan yg jauh..heee~

bru je siap clearance blik 321..huhu
sbb pg ni nk blek umah daa..skeee sgt!!!
exam ak da lps,ari isnin bru ni..
smlm lepak blik mmber ak kt kolej dlu..
rndu gler kt dorg..
ni nk g srwk ni,msti lg rndu..huhu:(
sume mmber kt kolej dlu 2 mmber sekelas ak..
kwn2 rapat ak..
kwn yg ak xkn bleh lupa smpy ble2..:)


ari kmis mlm da kne btolak ke s.alam..
tiket pn xtaw ke mne ag..
xtaw la ma bli ke x..
ak xsmpt ag nk blek n bbual pnjg ngn ma..
bz ngn stdy utk final..
alhamdulillah..bleh la jwb gak..
tp mdm ckp,xsmstinye mrkah tggi kalu bleh jwb..
sbjek AUDIT tu..engt sng???huhu..
lam 1 sem tu,juz 2 3 org je bleh dpt A..
2 mdm ak la yg bgtaw..
ntah la,kalu ad rzqi,ad la kn..
ak da cbe sebaik mgkn,tawakkal n doa je la kn..huhu


result muet ngn result exam sem lps pn da kuar..
ntah la..muet okey la kot..
band 3 je..huhu
xkesah sgt pn..juz nk bg lps utk syarat msuk dgree je..hek33!!:D
result exam lak,mmg ak bsyukur sgt2..
wlaupn agk rndh,tp bleh ag la ak skor dL..hehe..
alhamdulillah..sume berkat doa ma abah ak..
xabis2 ak suh ma abah doakan ak..
wlaupn ak nanges gler2 lps kuar dewan ntk paper LAW..
huh,mmg susah gler..
mne x nye,soalan 100markah ak jwab sejemput je!!!
mne la ak x nanges???
ak btol2 bce topik 2,ttbe lak xengt lgsg.
mmg blank gler!!!
tgn ak terketar2 nk tulis..
ak taw jwpn 2,tp xtaw nk tulis cne..huhu
2 la 1st tyme ak kalut n xleh jwb sgt2 lam exam..huhu
tp ble tgk result,ak syukur sgt2..
nsb bek xrepeat je..kakaka!!!:D


ari ahad da kne fly..
best nye,,,xsbr sgt..heee~
maafla,xpenah ag lam seumur hdp ak naik fligt..
sbb 2 excited gni ni..hehe..
naik sorg,xtaw la..mtk2 xd org culik..:D
eleh,mcm la ad je org nk culik ak ni..huhu..
niway,mmg xsbr nk g s.alam jmpe akak ak..
n jgk nk g srwk,jmpe abg,akak ipa n ank sdare ak!!!
yeay!!!
kalu ad mse,ak cte ag ep..
nt da smpy s.alam ke..kalu rajin..hehe..
xpn,nt ak update ble da smpy srwk k..
k,babai..:D


jom tgk gmba lu..:)
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ak nk fly daa...:D
ni flight yg bkal ak naik..kott..ntah..
lcct ke kuching..:)


kck je mukah..hehe..;)


ni lak flight yg akn ak naik dr kuching ke mukah..:)


ni pemandgn dr kuchg ke mukah..:)

xsbar'y!!!:))

Saturday, June 11, 2011

~dedicated to my beloved abah~

Satu... kasih yg abadi
Tiada tandingi dia yang satu
Dua... sayang berpanjangan
Membawa ke syurga kasihnya ibu

Tiga... lapar dan dahaga
Rela berpayahan setianya ayah
Empat... mudah kau ketemu
Berhati selalu beza antara
Kasih dan kekasih

Ibu kuingat dahulu
Menyisir rambut ku kemas selalu
Ayah menghantar ke sekolah
Bergunalah ilmu bila dewasa

Sayang dengar lagu ini
Untuk kau sandarkan buat pedoman
Jangan manis terus ditelan
Pahit terus dibuang... itu bidalan
Harus kau renungkan



Friday, June 10, 2011

mggu yg penuh dgn cerita~

aip2..agk lme ak xupdate cite ak..
mggu lps mmg bz sgt..
tmbh lak ak maleh nk nuleh no..huhu
mula2 ngn engagement day akak ak..
nk cite ke xnk ep??
xyah la kot..
msti akak ak da cte pnjg2 kt blog dy..
so,ak xcte la ep..cme nk tnjuk gmba jap..
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ak,dia n kamu..:))

( ak, caketiey a.k.a cket n ecah )


lps majlis 2 ak blek smula ke kolej..
ari ahd ptg..cz hw xsiap ag..kekeke:D
besenye ak g kolej ari isnin pg..
bkn pe,ak ase cm rugi jer kalu g kolej awl2..
rugi precious tyme when i'm at home..
seyes..ak mmg cm2..
nk blek pn cm2 gak..
kalu cti esk,ak ase nk blek umah mlm ni gak..
rugi weyh kalu blek lmbat2..
mslhnye ak sorg je pk cm2..
mmber ak xpn..huhu
ntah,msg2 ad pndpt sdri kn..
2 cara ak..
ak xske buang mse lme2 pd bnde yg xbg mnfaat pd ak..hehe..;)
ye ke..ntah..ye kot..:P


ok story starts now :


ari isnin akak ak col,tny ble cuti,nk blek x?
aik,ak bru je g kolej klmarin,nk suh blek da???huhu
ak yg mmg ske blek umah ni apa lagi,,,
nyiru tapak tgn,pdg bola ak tadahkan.:D
cme xleh la..ak ad test 1 ari selasa 2..
ari rbu ngn kmis bru leh cti sbb lec ak g conference..
ak bhajat xnk blek umah cti 4 ari mggu 2..rbu,kmis,jmaat n sbtu..
tetbe lak akak ak col tnye cm2..
xjd la nk bcuti 4 ari kt hostel..hek3..;)
ak ngn bhgia'y suh akak ak mai amk ak kt kolej ari slase ptg..
lps test tu..rugi blek lewat!!hahaa:D


ari slase ptg,lepas test :

ak : caketiey,mai amk esk la bleh x?ad hal la ari ni..xsettle ag..
caketiey a.k.a cket : hal penting ke?
ak : ehemm,xd la pntg sgt..nape?
cket : kalu xpntg,blek la..cket g amk jap g..
ak : ala,,da jnji ngn kwn nk teman ye lak ari ni..sbb ari 2 jnji xnk blek..:(
cket : ajak la kwn blek umah kte..xpe..
ak : nape suh blek sgt?ad hal pntg ke?
cket : a'ah..pntg..blek la..
ak : nape,laptop ore rosak ke?
cket : lg pntg dr 2..
ak : ap dia??bgtaw la..
cket : blek la..abah sakit..
ak : sakit??sakit ap??
cket : abah accident..msuk hospital..


mata ak dah berair..mmber ak kt sbelah snyap je..kaki kami still ag melangkah..


ak : teruk ke?
cket : da kuar hospital..pg td..
ak : bila accident?
cket : ari ahd mlm ag..kn cket col isnin 2,tny mg blek x..
ak : da 2,nape xcite klmarin..??
cket : mg kn ad exam ari ni..ma xnk mg rsau..
ak : xpela,cket mari amk ore skang la..
cket : kwn cne?
ak : xpe,dy paham..nt ore xplain..
cket : oke,cket g amek jap g..


ak da terkelu..tp xnk tnjuk kt mmber ak..
mse mkn 2,ak wat mke hepy je..
xnk dorg pk ak sedih ke ap..
then ma col plak,ckp cket mai amk ak esk je..
xsmpt nk kuar ari ni..
ak da rsau sgt..cne ngn abah..da oke ke?
teruk sgt ke smpy msuk hospital?
ya Allah,pnjgkn umur abah..selamatkn abah..:'(
tu doa ak lps solat..ak wat solat hjat utk abah..
moga segala2nya selamat..amiinn..


ari selasa ptg..mase otw blek umah ngn cket :

ak : cne leh accident?
cket : abah jtuh motor..kt petronas..
ak : teruk ke?
cket : ntah la..
ak : ma cne?
cket : ma pengsan mse smpai hospital..
ak: beghi ngn abe mat da blek ke mse 2?
cket : blom ag..sume ad..beghi ngn abe mat pn nanges gak..


ya Allah,smpy mcm 2 skali..
mata ak berair lg..tp ak thnkan..
nt cket nmpak lak..
huhu..
ak xbrani nk tny byk sal abah..
ati ak bdebar sgt2 nk jmpe abah..
nk tgk keadaan abah..
teruk sgt ke???:'(


ak smpai umah,abah bru siap mndi..
ak salam ngn abah..
tgk muka abah..tgn abah..
luka..agak teruk..
bila da jd cmni,ase syg sgt2 kt abah..
xnk dia tgglkn ak dlu..
ak ase xsggup kalu dia pergi dlu dr ak..
msti ak sedih sgt2..:'(
ya Allah,trima ksih krana msih lg pnjgkn umur abah..
alhamdulillah ya Allah..
ak bersyukur sgt2..:')


ak pn xtaw smpy ble abh akn cmni..
dktor ckp tulang gagah abah retak..
tukang urut ckp,xpe,2 3 ari nt bleh la naik moto..
tp ak pn xsure..
ak taw amk mse lame utk abah btol2 sembuh..
abah bknnya muda,msti amk mse yg agk lme tuk smbuh..
n ak,kne la bdikari..huhu
sblm ni abh yg anta n amk ak kalu ak nk blek umah n g kolej..
skang,da xbleh da..
ak pn xtaw smpy ble abah xleh drive..huhu


ak pn esok da kne blek kolej..
sbb kne naik bas..huhu
kalu abah bleh drive,msti ak g kolej ahad pg..huhu
da xleh..:(
xpela,bila lg ak xnk susahkn abah kn..
asek2 dk nyusahkn abah je..
nk wat cne,ak ni mnje..hehee..;)
jgn marah ye abah cz slalu susahkan abh..:)
sape suh abah mnjekan sgt ank abah ni..hek3..;)


abah,cken syg abah sgt2..
cpt sembuh ep..
nk tgk abah mcm dlu..
kuat n bleh gerak mne2 je..:))


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

xsabar nk jmpe baby...~

td pg col abg sulung ak,beghi..
dy ckp da smpy jhor..
msti muaz ad..rndu nk tgk muaz!!!
then mse mgrb td dy col ak blek..
ckp da nk smpy uitm..
dy tnye,nk blek x??
kalu x, dy singgah amek ak jap.
ala,mne bleh blek ag..esk ad kls..http://www.emocutez.com


2 pn xsure ag..
kot2 ad kls ari jumaat..
dbuatnye lecturer rajin nk gnti kls..
alamatnye ari jumaat la bru blek kalu cm2..
xmo,xmo,xmo!!!http://www.emocutez.com


mdm2,sy jnji sy jd bdk baik ep..
mdm jgn la wat kls ari jumaat pleaz..
sy nk blek umah ni..
nt xsmpat nk mnje lme2 ngn ank sdra sy yg cumell 2..
pleaz3 ye..http://www.emocutez.com


tgk la si tecik muaz ni..cmell sgt..
cik ishi rinduuuuu muaz sgt2..http://www.emocutez.com
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