Sunday, December 15, 2013

hometown~

Bismillah...

hai :)
penah tak korang rasa kepala korang berat giler?
rasa mcm need to do some refreshment..even a little bit..
even a crazy little refreshment, which will make u feel better..
far away better than having a calm situation,
which is never enough to make u feel better?
yup, that's my special characteristic..

bila rasa mcm dah xsanggup sgt,
saya kne buat benda yg gila..haha
benda gila tu xd la gila pegi minum arak ke apa,
just a simple thing actually,
i just need to go home. :)
my hometown, my family's house.
being in that house just make me feel really better. :)

teringat masa stdy kt machang,
even kt skolah menengah dulu2 pn..
bila ad problem mesti col ma abah sruh amik saya balik rumah..
bila dah duk rumah shari dua, bleh pegi skolah mcm xd ap yg berlaku..
yes, seriously it is weird but it is true :)

bila dah mandi kt umah, air yg sejuk gila tu,
rasa mcm ringan sgt2 kepala ni..
terasa untung plak kt umah pkai air original dr air terjun..
hihihi best gler mandi kt umah..
the most interesting activity ble balik umah, mandi la.. :D
(padahal tghari baru mandi sbb nk mndi pg sejuuuuuukkk sgt! =.=")

otw balik shah alam tu, 
abg drive agak laju..100km/j kt highway timur barat jeli-gerik,
sejak bila la dia pandai drive laju2 cmtu..=.="
dia ckp, abah pernah anta dia pegi gerik,
abah drive 120km/j kt highway yg sama. =.="
haiyooo, abah abah..
tiba2 rindu abah sepanjang perjalanan tu..
hmm xpernah ragui cara abah drive,
yelah dekat 10 tahun abah ulang alik kt highway tu..
dah expert sgt setiap selekoh tu :)

byk yg xterurus kt rumah, sejak abah xd..
rumput tggi, paip slow..lampu mentol rosak..
tp xd sape pn yg pndai buat semua tu..
dulu abah yg selalu buat sume tu..
sgt kagum dgn abah..
sbg seorang ayah, abah sgt2 bertanggungjawab :)
akan pastikan setiap kekurangan dlm rumah tu lengkap semula..

ikut ma pergi berniaga, ma cari org utk tlg ma pasang khemah,
ada pengganti, tp xsama mcm abah..
saya tgk ma senyum,
tp saya xbleh nk agak ap dlm hati ma..
tp saya yakin,
ma rindukan abah..yg slalu bekerja kuat utk family..
utk besarkan anak2 dia..
wlaupun ma dah mula bahagia skrg, 
tp saya yakin ma selalu teringatkan abah..
sbb saya sbg anak dia pun selalu ingat kt abah,
apatah lagi ma, yg dah bpuluh2 tahun hdup bsama abah..

hampir setahun abah pergi,
but still terasa mcm baru semalam saya cium dahi abah,
sebelum abah dikafankan..
mesti abah tau anak dia ni byk mslh skrg..
maaf abah..sbb selalu nangis bila teringat kt abah :'(


masa kt highway jeli-gerik tu ternampak cahaya oren,
dgn langit biru..cantik :)
mcm dlm gmba ni :) Subhanallah



Sunday, November 24, 2013

my first trip to kl with bff ;)

Bismillah...


hai hai..hihi..
sbb boring kejap arini, nk post gmba kenangan with one of my bff,
ayun wahab..
hmm mse ni tgh frust..kot..sbb ad someone tu buat aku heartbroken..
tp still lg bleh tersenyum mcm biasa..like nothing happen ;)








time ni bulan puasa..
1st destination jalan TAR,
then pegi sogo, pastu pusing shopping kt masjid jamek..
bukak pose dgn mmber skolah dulu..farhan al-yahya n the gang..
balik naik bas yg last skali..
mse tu berdebar sbb tkot kne tggal dgn bas..shopping punya pasal..aish..

a really nice memory..with her ;)


Saturday, November 23, 2013

kenangan broga hill~

Bismillah...


harini nk post pasal broga..:)
event ni di 'plan' oleh group johawaki..
group payjm (persatuan alumni yayasan johawaki malaysia)
yg part m tu xsure stand for what, malaysia kot..hehe

ktorg pegi 16 november..seramai 15 org kot..xsure..
dlm 5 buah kete berkonvoi..
hajatnya nk tgk matahari terbit,tp terlepas la sikit..
yela bila beramai2 ni byk kerenah skit..
so perjalanan pn jd sloww laa..

rasanya ni kali pertama dan terakhir kot sy naik broga..
penat glerrr + gayat kottt mse mendaki tu..huhu
tp pape pn, we had fuuunnnnn ^_^

































credit to jamil jaafar graphics ;)
maaflaa gmba i asyik peace je..xtau gaya lain dah huuu T_T

Saturday, November 9, 2013

kali pertama beraya di perantauan :')

Bismillah...

hai hai ^_^
harini nk cte pasal hari raya aidiladha 2013 :)
taun ni kami berempat (ma, saya, aishah, iqah) beraya kt kajang..
rumah mak sedara, adik kandung ma..

1st time xberaya kt rumh..
sejak abah meninggal..
dan 1st time jgk kami beraya tanpa abah..
bgn pagi raya tu terasa sebak jgk,
yela, taun2 sblm ni pegi smyg raya dgn abah..
hmm still, he's still lingered in my mind..always..isk

here we are, celebrating raya..
not in our home,
not in our town,
without all our family members,
without our beloved hero, abah.. :')



*with my aunt's family :)





*we're cousins ;) dan saya yg paling tua di cni =.="



*just the four of us..out of ten..i admit it, the environment is different..without all of our family members..and without you, abah :'(
moga abah dirahmati di sana..amiin Ya Allah.