02 april

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you much
Miss you much

I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you much
Miss you much

Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you much
Miss you much

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone

I'm a big, big girl in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel that I do, do will miss you much
Miss you much

kalu ak still ag kapel ngn ye, da genap 4 thun hbgn kteorg.

tp xmgkn.cz ksmptn 2 da xde.

xkn ad n xkn penah kmbali.

sbnr'y, ak msih lg menanti msj dy..

ak msih lg menanti kata2 maaf dr dy..

agak'y,xkn penah ad..

ak pn xtaw nape ak still ag mharap ntk dy ucpkn kata 2.

pdhal msj yg dy penah anta kt ak da menunjukkan sikap dy.

tp ak xnafikan..

ak btol2 mksudkan lirik lgu big2 world 2 utk dy..

kalu lah dy taw..n kalu lah dy memahami..ap yg ak rse..ap yg ak alami..

YA ALLAH, hapuskan dy dr ingatanku..

umpama ak xpernah knl si dia..

umpama dy xpenah wujud dlm hdup ak..

n hapuskan semua cinta dalam hatiku ini YA ALLAH..

kejamkah ak?kejam ke bila ak nk pohon pd DIA mcm 2..

AMPUNKAN HAMBAMU INI YA ALLAH..:'(

'awk, sy mtk maaf..

sejujur'y sy doakan kebahagiaan awak..

cz sy akan hepi ble sy taw awk hdup dgn baik selama ni..

sy nk bgtaw awk, sy xmenyesal knl awk selama ni.

cz awk salah seorg insan yg terbaik penah sy jmpe.

awk beri sy bhgia, suka n duka.

2 la lumrah kehidupan kn.

awk, da genap 4 taun awk dlm ingatan sy.

xpnh sedikit pn sy lupakan tentang awk.

sy xhrpkan ap2.

serius.sy xhrpkan ap2.

cz sy taw at last, sy jgk yg akn lebih terluka.

sdgkan awk da lalui hdup awk selama hmpir 3 taun ni tnpa sdikit pn engtn pd sy.

sy taw.n sy xanggap bnda 2 sbg 1 kesilapan dr awk.

cz awk berhak kn.

awk da penah pesan pd sy.jgn tggu awk.

tp sy xtaw nape sy still ag mcm ni.

myb awk xtaw.cz awk bkn btol2 knl sy.

ap yg awk taw tntg dri sy,sy seorg yg mudah utk melepaskan..rite?

yup..yg 2 dlu..n sy sdri pn xtaw nape sy jd cmni..

xpela.sy xsalahkan awk.

n sy xsalahkan sesape.

mgkn 2 sbg 1 ujian n pngalaman utk sy.

at least, sy rse btuah cz penah knl awk..

satu ketika dlu..'